My wife has asked that I make a list of punishments and rewards for how I behave in our open relationship. An example: how would she punish me if I broke her trust and read her text messages? A challenging task I am honestly having a hard time getting into. Maybe because this is a … Continue reading Punishments and Rewards
My wife read me an interesting daily read this morning that has me thinking and working through thoughts I have been having. Has me writing again even though I told myself I would not post again after my last cuckolding is worth it post. "Sometimes we're so afraid we don't know how afraid we are. … Continue reading Cuckold to Poly
My wife and I were laying in bed yesterday evening having a glass of wine. Making small talk. I was asking her what her plans are for next week with her boyfriend. She has been planning on visiting him mid-week. She said something along the lines that she had made no concrete plans. Sounding like … Continue reading Is Cuckolding Worth It?
It's that time of the year again. The holiday season. The next two weeks will be lots of family. Christmas celebrations and ringing in the New Year! I am not sure if I will have time alone to write the next two weeks so I am doing a recap today. 2023! It is amazing how … Continue reading Naughty 2022 Recap
I read once that "what makes you special, is not the thing you get that no one else does. What makes you special is the things you are that no one else is." It is easy for me to remember over a year ago when my wife met a new man. We have been in … Continue reading She told him she loves him
Dressed in a black long sleeve top that hugs her sexy frame with flirty cut-outs that show her skin and put her large breast on display. So much so with the right movement they will slip out for anyone to see. I am hit with a little angst. Deep in my chest when I ask … Continue reading Gone for the night.
Sometimes a brand comes a long that I am obsessed with. Like Freddy Jeans, KD New York Dancewear, Fenty Beauty by Rihanna and now Vixen Creations. These are high end adult toys. I remember purchasing our first one. The Bronco Vixskin X dildo. These are realistic feeling, skin like toys made from the highest quality platinum silicone. … Continue reading I’m Obsessed With VixSkin Sleeves
I was thinking the other day about the stages of acceptance. Relating to cuckolding. Stages of acceptance typically come down to 4 depending on the model that you look at. Denial: This can't be true. I can't be turned on about my wife fucking other men. Is this really me? The wife also might think … Continue reading Accepting and Embracing Your Cuckold Nature
Taboo a: a prohibition imposed by social custom or as a protective measure. b: something that is not acceptable to say, mention, or do : something that is taboo. Have you ever felt excited by something that feels a little, well, wrong? If you are a reader of my online journal, you know I’m pretty … Continue reading Sexual Taboos And The Cuckold
The Selfish Cuckold I have defensive mechanisms. Ways to protect myself that I have learned over time that are not always healthy. When I get put in a vulnerable position, I am assertive. It is the polar opposite of who I am. Learning to be dominant so I can be successful in business, sports, with … Continue reading The Selfish Cuckold