If a therapist asked me how I am feeling at this moment. I would tell her I am feeling good. I would have a hard time telling or explaining to her why. Cuckolding relationships involve a range of complex feeling that can be difficult to navigate. There are times these have made me feel overwhelmed … Continue reading I Feel Good
Cuckolding: A Unique Bonding Experience
It is dark outside. I'm a sleep in bed. My wife gets up early on most days. Showers, gets dressed and goes to the Yoga studio for the 6 am class. This morning is no different. Out of bed before I wake up and get the kids ready for school. She showers and dresses. Takes … Continue reading Cuckolding: A Unique Bonding Experience
Physical and Psychological Arousal
As a cuckold I am no stranger to psychological arousal and find I have greater climaxes with psychological arousal than physical. That said, We all know that great sex is both physical and mental. My wife and I have enjoyed the hotwife and cuckold kink for over 12 years. I am referring to it as … Continue reading Physical and Psychological Arousal
I Fell Deeper In Love With Her
There is nothing more exhilarating than falling in love. It is said you can fall more deeply in love with someone, whether you’ve been together for three months or fifty years. I’ve been madly in love with my wife since the day I met her. My soulmate. I can’t love her more. At least that … Continue reading I Fell Deeper In Love With Her
Punishments and Rewards
My wife has asked that I make a list of punishments and rewards for how I behave in our open relationship. An example: how would she punish me if I broke her trust and read her text messages? A challenging task I am honestly having a hard time getting into. Maybe because this is a … Continue reading Punishments and Rewards
Cuckold to Poly
My wife read me an interesting daily read this morning that has me thinking and working through thoughts I have been having. Has me writing again even though I told myself I would not post again after my last cuckolding is worth it post. "Sometimes we're so afraid we don't know how afraid we are. … Continue reading Cuckold to Poly
Is Cuckolding Worth It?
My wife and I were laying in bed yesterday evening having a glass of wine. Making small talk. I was asking her what her plans are for next week with her boyfriend. She has been planning on visiting him mid-week. She said something along the lines that she had made no concrete plans. Sounding like … Continue reading Is Cuckolding Worth It?
Glory Hole Slut
"Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature." ~ Marilyn Monroe Sex and love have been on my mind all week. I have been having a lot of sex and there has been a lot of love. Although the focus of the week has been on my wife and her extramarital relationship. … Continue reading Glory Hole Slut
Yesterday was an awkward day for my wife and I. We went on a quite walk. Had a pleasant dinner where I was easily irritated but she touched me and tried to be close. Getting ready for bed she put on a sexy pair of pink knitted leggings. They are new. I got them for … Continue reading Arousal Won
Fear, Sadness, Arousal and Jealousy.
I wasn't going to write about this. But writing is my therapy. I don't have anyone I can talk to. Sometimes as a cuckold you feel very alone. Rational or not, I sometimes am tempted to snoop on my wife - check her text messages. To see if my fears are warranted? Snooping doesn't solve … Continue reading Fear, Sadness, Arousal and Jealousy.