I have this video. My wife bent over being fucked from behind. The man is grunting and she is moaning. “Where do you want me to cum?” He ask. “Inside my pussy she responds.”
It excites him as his grunts get louder and louder. His semen building tight in his balls begging to explode. He holding back as long as he can to enjoy each and every thrust into her pussy.
There is a tipping point. The grunts quickly turn into a loud moan. Her body convulses in pleasure as his cock explodes and shoots fluid into her body. A male reproductive fluid. She is on birth control, so minimal concerns she will be impregnated.
Still to see it is raw, it is natural and animalistic. It excites me.
He pulls out of her slowly. She rubs a finger along her pussy. Displaying her fucked hole to the camera. His cum, like in a porn video starts to drip out of her pussy.
I watch and lick my lips. If I was there, I would lick it out of her. The ultimate sexually submissive act. Licking another man’s cum out of your wife. Like a dog licking their owner.
One of the most common reasons why dogs love to lick their owners is simply to show their affection. Since you’re the one taking care of them, you’re essentially their world! When dogs lick, pleasurable endorphins are released into their blood which makes them feel calm and comforted.
This is the same for a cuckold cleaning their wife after she has been fucked. It’s nature. Yes it’s submissive.
I have watched this video over a hundred times. Masturbated to it. I have seen my wife get a creampie, even licked many out of her. Confession…. even my own. What an unexpected gift this video was for me not being there. I’ve seen nothing like it.
A cum slut, yes I guess I kind of am one.
I’ve been masturbating a lot lately. My wife and I have only had sex 2 times since my last post. She broke up with her boyfriend and ending that relationship has been hard on her. No I didn’t ask her to break up with him. I was willing to endure for her happiness. My own demons and struggles, though, were too much for her to watch, to contribute to. She chose not to force me to accept her polyamory relationship.
I will admit I have been sleeping better than I have in the last 2 years. Without the daily conflict in my head, I am much more productive, especially on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
The first time we had sex after their breakup was the worst sex we have ever had. Maybe the worst sex I have every had. She tried. I felt she didn’t want to be doing it. It felt awkward and forced. It was kind of sad. Not rape, consensual, but also seemingly not desired.
So I have chose to give her, her space. When she wants me she can always have me. The second time she wanted me. We snuck away to the shower. We had great sex! I was feeling insecurities trying to make her orgasm as I fucked her with my less than average size dick. It was pleasurable for both of us but I wanted her to orgasm. Needed her to orgasm for both our pleasure. I did what works. I pulled out the Vixskin soft silicone penis extender. They call it a PPA (Prosthetic Penis Attachment) because it is that real.
It turns great sex to amazing orgasm shaking sex and I love to watch my wife’s body respond to it. It is a huge turn on for me to fuck her with it because I love the pleasure it gives her and that gives me pleasure.
That is where we are. Reconnecting. Not sure what the future will bring sexually. We will have to figure it out. Both of would be lying if we said she can live a happy sex life with just having sex with me. She has sexual needs and those needs require other men. It it the sex that she has with them I enjoy. In a perfect world for me she would just treat men like sex toys. That is not ethical though and not her.
We will figure it out. Right now though, we will focus on our love for each-other and the tools we have in our tool box for amazing sex with one-another. It is important in all relationships even in our type of relationship to maintain that foundation of love for eachother.
Life Of Josie Pink 
I had no idea you’d watched the video so many time LOL and the dog analogy cracked me up.
It’s interesting to think about where we’re at with all things lifestyle. It makes me feel really good to know you’re sleeping better than you have in years. It’s also calming that there haven’t been any emotional rollercoasters to ride, or late night running away in the last couple weeks. I’m also found I don’t feel as many negative thoughts about myself. Maybe a week ago, I had plans with a “mom friend” the day after your race. You seemed frustrated with me.. and for one of the first times in a long time, I didn’t make that mean something horrible about myself. Because there were no guys involved, I didn’t question if I was doing something wrong. IIt was easier to step back and just feel like it wasn’t about me. So those pieces have been good. I feel like you seem a lot happier, more secure. So that also makes me feel good. That’s how I want you to feel!
For me, there are also downsides. I think the same way I don’t think as many negative thoughts about myself, I also don’t think as many positive ones. I imagine this will shift over time, but I feel a bit more flat. I don’t find myself wanting to flirt with guys I meet. Or reaching for the sexier outfits. I miss having a boyfriend, of course. But I think more, I miss how I feel about myself when we have a “sexy side life”. I know when we have these fun, transgressive pieces of our lives, it makes me vibrant, electric, sexy. Those feeling are what drive my sex drive. Without them, I just feel a bit more flat. Just like a normal “mom”. I think also, something you’ve noted before, is that for me, having more sex might help me manage some natural tendencies towards depression.
And the problem with depression is, it makes sex hard. And even when I try, like you noted in your post, if I’m in that flat state emotionally – it just doesn’t work well. So the depression makes me not want something that ultimately helps with the depression. Classic catch 22.
So like you – I feel like we’re reconnecting which is good! And we’re still trying to figure out what works, if anything, if the lifestyle space. I know I don’t want to treat people like sex toys at this point in my life. I’m looking for people who I have at least some emotional connection. Even on Tinder, I found myself more drawn to guys who I felt I could see myself developing an emotional connection with. Since those connections don’t work well for us as a couple, it doesn’t seem helpful to pursue those.
So right now, I’m just trying to find ways to a least feel the vibrance a bit more…. More working out. More fun active adventures. More female friends. More nonsexual things that keep my moods more elevated… which in turn, hopefully, can help me feel like my normal sexy self again!
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