Day 18 of being PIV Free was fun. My wife had been teasing me a lot. Locking me up. Our kids out of town until tomorrow. We knew we could enjoy loud sex play. It was a night of thrilling connection.
I poured and rubbed massage oil all over her sexy body. We rubbed our bodies together. Massaging each other. I licked and fingered her working up her arousal. We covered our bed in a black waterproof blanket. I have mastered the art of making her squirt using my hands.
I can satisfy her without the need of putting my dick inside her vagina. Her fluids squirting out of her body with significant force. Her orgasm was intense. As I worked two fingers, then three. Then my entire hand causing her to scream in pleasure.
While she was shaking in an orgasm, I slid the penis extender on over my dick. We spent the night, me fucking her with the toy. She gets to where she is so turned on she just doesn’t want to stop being fucked. She tells me she wishes there was a room full of men to fuck her. How she’d love a cock in her mouth. Instead, I slide a finger into her ass, then two. Then I pull out the large sex toy and push it into her ass.
Now we repeat all the sex positions we did with me in her pussy but now in her ass.
When she has had enough, I pull the toy off. I place my dick on the outside of her pussy and slide it between her pussy lips. Not entering her. Rubbing the head of my dick on her clit as I orgasm.
Day 18 was a successful PIV Free day.
Day 19 we failed.
She and I went out on an epic adventure into the mountains. Visiting three mountain lakes with the ground covered in a blanket of winter and spring snow.
We sat by a lake and drank some wine. I couldn’t help be think that I don’t understand why she would want to have these experiences like this with her boyfriend. In my mind, I was thinking she is the person I want to have all these experiences with. It made me a little sad that she has a boyfriend that she wants to do things like this with.
As quickly as the thought entered my mind it left.
We had an amazing day. Joyous quality time together. One of those days, you think anything seems possible. An assurance that you’re not alone in the world and there is this perfect person who will always be by your side.
Feeling loved is the feeling of being cared for and treasured beyond measure.
She must have been feeling this as well. She teased me, asking me how my pussy free dick is doing? I laughed and said, “is that what you are thinking about?” We were snowshoeing around a lake. There was no one in sight.
She giggled and said “she can’t help herself.”
I told her it was doing fine. She had a naughty look on her face, so I hugged her from behind. Rubbing my hands up under her snow jacket and shirt.
We kissed.
I unbuttoned her snow pants and pulled down her pants.
Her bare ass out in the cold below freezing air.
Rubbing my hands on it, I slid a finger in her wet pussy. I then took out my hard little dick and rubbed it on her ass and on her clit.
Having PIV Free sex in this moment would be hard. Yes I could have just fingered her but we couldn’t rub our bodies to orgasm.
I asked her if she wanted my dick in her pussy.
She told me it shouldn’t be in there. That she will have to punish me later. That she needed my dick inside her.
I slid it in. We failed going a month. I fucked her standing up from behind. She was so turned on, she quickly orgasmed. She giggled and told me since she had no other cock to fuck, that mine had to do.
She begged me to fuck her harder. Falling into the snow. Her face and chest pushed into the soft, cold snow. Her ass pushing in the air. I pushed my arm down to brace myself, only to have it sink to my armpit into the snow. I left it there fucking her doggy style.
Fucking her until we both orgasmed in the middle of the forest, next to an ice-covered lake and burring her body into the snow.
When I lifted off her. I got a picture. A mental picture I’ll always remember. Her upper body and legs buried. Just her perfect sexy hot ass sticking up out of the snow. As I moved off her more snow went between her ass cheeks and onto her pussy.
She got up out of the snow and we shook off the snow from our bodies and clothes. Continuing our hike, we looked across the lake to see a guy. He didn’t see us fuck. I joked to her, it is too bad he is on the other side of the lake, otherwise you could fuck him too.
We both laughed. I could tell she was down.
She didn’t fuck him, he was too far away and we just waved to him.
We also laughed and joked about her just being buried in the snow with only her ass out as a type of glory hole for anyone to fuck while they pass by.
It was a great sexual experience I will always remember. It was worth us failing. We have said we need to start over. That she can’t believe we couldn’t make it 30 days.
I feel good. I like that she couldn’t resist me. It wasn’t a test. I wasn’t testing her. We both know our sex is better when we play these fun games. We also know that big cock feels better in her pussy. A different better. That her pussy is made for big cock and needs it. That is part of her sexuality, she loves to fuck and get fucked. I love that about her.
I can understand this. Understand this need that arouses her and sexually satisfies her. I accept it and I encourage it. I love it and it arouses me and helps sexually satisfy me.
Something I won’t ever understand is how she can love someone else too. It is just something I don’t believe I could do.
But when I think about it, I don’t understand a lot sexually, no matter how much I try. I can’t tell you why I’m a cuckold. Why I like to dress up like a girl or why I love to sometimes suck cock. I can tell you many reasons I enjoy it but I can’t understand it.
Sometimes it can be difficult to understand our own sexuality and why we feel attracted to the things we do.
There is something empowering about simply accepting it for what it is and not allowing ourselves to be limited by confusion or uncertainty. Our sexuality makes us unique and whatever that may look like, it’s worth embracing.
We explore, learn, grow and discover more. That is why one kink often leads to many more kinks.
Understanding comes down to acceptance. Accepting who we are and what our unique sexuality means to us. I am not 100% there even after so many years. It is a push and a pull with me. I have my wife though as my rock. The love of my life.
It has been fun and empowering for both my wife and I accepting I have a tiny dick. It is also fun and empowering even so. I can make a snow bunny beg for it in the snow.
Epilogue: Day 20 was wet, it was naughty and romantic, with a lot of penetration. Will have to write about it another day.
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