Do you crave cock?

I crave cock in some way almost daily. Mostly I am craving and fantasizing my wife to have it, being a hotwife and cuckolding me. Honestly she is my number one fantasy. I crave her body, her pussy and everything about her.

I’m not going to lie though, I also sometimes crave cock for myself, in my mouth and pounding my small ass. I was worried about this when my skeleton in the closet came out to my wife that I had been with a male in my past and it turned her on. This lead to me sucking one of her bulls cocks with her, then me going out dressed as Josie getting fucked, then sucking a huge absolutely perfect cock with her a few weeks ago.

When I was single and having a sexual relationship with another male I used to get these cock cravings. Just wanting to feel it in my mouth. The funning thing is I am not actually physically attracted to men. I could never picture myself living with a male or even making love with a male like I so much love with my wife. It is kind of weird because it really just means I like men for their cocks.

So my wife and I sucked this perfect cock, had to be a least 9 inches, thick, shaped well, big, heavy and paired with equally impressive balls. My wife fucked this cock, I did not. I was a little scared of its size. So here I am googling how much cock can a man take up his ass? My research said most men can take 9 inches up their ass with some effort and pleasurable filling discomfort. Some men can take more up to 10-12 inches no problem.

So here I am at a toy store looking for 9 insertable inches, what do I find? A cock with 12 insertable inches. A cyberskin cock, an absolutely amazing toy. Thick, heavy, realistic and incredible balls to match. I just love big ball! I wanted to put my mouth all over it as soon as I had it out of the package. I was torn though because I also was fantasizing about my wife fucking it. I can visualize her stuffed with a big cock balls deep, pretty damn hot!

This was my kinky journey though so I locked myself away, put a sissy porn video on (guys wanting to be girls in a sexual way). First I tried my best to deep throat it. I actually surprised myself. Later my wife and I would have a deep throat competition on it and of course that sexy bitch won!!! Lifetime of cocksucking pays off! So back to me in my private world. I place it on a hard chair and lube it up and my ass up. I sit on it. Wow!!! It is big, not sure what is going to happen here. Pop the head goes in, oh wow!!! I lose my breath just from the tip. Then it is definitely big, a bit uncomfortable as it is stretching me but it feels really good. I fuck myself slowly sinking a little deeper, maybe 4-5 inches on it. My cock clit is dripping. It is too much! I ease off and take a minute brake before continuing to try and take this beast. After my second break my sissy pussy is stretched. Having a cock in you is weird, when it is removed you just feel a little empty.

On the 3rd go, my pussy finally succumbs to it and I just suddenly sink another 4 inches. I estimate just as far as my research suggested, I got 9 inches buried into me, breath gone, mouth open moaning like a slut and my cum all over the place.

Later after cleaning up, I did fuck my wife with it, she took almost all of it! I know I am not ready to be fucked by a real cock of this size yet. My goal is to take it all, not sure when I will get to try again! I love sharing the toy with my wife. She asked if I tried it and I admitted I had. She laughed, called me a slut and was totally fine with me trying to fuck myself with a 12 inch cock. How cool is that!!!!!!!!!! BEST HOT WIFE EVER!!! I love her beyond what words can describe. Most accepting, supportive, fun, sexy, most beautiful person in the world.