Small Cock Turn-On

Ever since I’ve married my wife I have been fascinated by cock size. Like most things sexual I can’t really explain why. I think it is probably common for men with small cocks to have the types of sexual turn-ons as I do. Cuckolding, Feminization, SPH to name a few.

I remember finding this site where you can enter your penis size and compare it with other sizes you enter in as well as cock sizes they had already loaded in for comparison. I was fascinated by it and still am. I always knew I was on the smaller side but this was such a visual conformation. The strange thing is, I was not ashamed it was actually a turn-on knowing this.

I would share the images with my wife and try to get her to admit I had a small penis. We eventually came to an agreement with my absurd coaxing.

There are so many labels and names in sexuality. I have spent a decade studying my own and I have just learned three new ones. Androphilia describes the sexual attraction to men or masculinity and gynephilia describes the sexual attraction to women and femininity then Ambiphilia is a combination of both. Now I may be misunderstanding some of this? My point is I have always been attracted to women and femininity. My wife is the sexiest of all these women and I have so much enjoyed her femininity as well as exploring mine with her.

On the flip side I love looking at cocks. To me a big cock is very masculine and no matter how masculine I have ever tried to be, the fact is as visualized above I will never have a large cock. I know the one on the right is a large example but even if it was 6 inches and has slightly less girth it is big in comparison. I also know from experience being around other men MOST MEN have larger cocks than me. I find that hot for some reason!

I have very much enjoyed cuckolding and this is one of the many reasons. I want my wife to experience this type of masculinity. To be taken by it, used by it, brought to pleasure by it, caused to scream and cum by it. I then get equal pleasure by feeling what it did to her pussy, seeing what it does to her body, tasting it on her skin. Sexual compersion as a cuckold.

Then out comes the cocksucker husband. I sucked cock before meeting my wife and I have memories in college thinking if I had an opportunity to sexually explore with another male I would although I never instigated or pursued it until after college. I remember in high-school one of my good friends would call me a faggot and a pencil dick and would tell me I should suck his big cock. He was actually kind of an asshole, certainly an alpha male who cheated on every girl he ever was with. I always thought he was kidding but also deep down kind of liked it as strange as that is.

After my early exploration with an older male in my 20’s which I wrote about in a past blog post I put all that behind me. Married my beautiful wife, had kids and have enjoyed many years of not only love and understanding but also exciting and adventurous sex.

Then she opens pandoras box and has me suck her boyfriends cock. A very masculine, heavy, large and thick cock. A challenge to deep-throat one that makes your eyes water and causes you to choke. Hot to the touch, balls like a bull, full of cum that I love to devour out of my wife’s pussy. A real cock! Not a small little dick.

So much has changed in such a short time. She now has also fucked me with a strap-on, small and large. I too am a size queen. Bigger cock is better, sorry small penis guys! Of course I wanted her to cuckold me, of course it turns me on when she makes fun of my penis, of course I enjoy dressing up feminine and exploring this feminine side.

So many labels but really you can never attach one label to a human being. We are all sexual creatures and like the LGBT Rainbow some fall all the way to one side of the spectrum, some all the way to the other and some exploring all the colors in the rainbow. Enjoying the sexual exploration, the experience, attracted not to just one or the other but attracted to all different aspects of humans and sex.

It turns me on that I have a small cock and get to enjoy all these areas that have come with it. I am strong and confident a combination of both masculine and feminine.

Funny thing, my mind, it sometimes just goes on a rant. My original intention was to communicate why these captions turn me on. Lol think I might of got off track…. oh well.