a horny little slut!

By definition a slut is a negative term for a woman who is sexually promiscuous. What is it like being a slut is a thought that keeps coming up in my head, deep down that is not the specific answer I am seeking. The truth is as a male I sometimes feel slutty too. I have a secret. I like it. I like exploring sexual desires, experimenting with what I like and don’t like, being open to new possibilities, trying new things,  being kinky and naughty.

I have always been attracted to women that would be termed slutty but myself I have never looked at them that way. To me they are daring, fun, adventurous and sexy. Whether how they dress, how they act or how they play sexually. My wife to me is a Sexual Goddess!

If I was to sleep with a lot of woman I would not be a slut. I would be a dominant alpha male stud. I actually am a dominant male. I just don’t desire to sleep with other woman besides my wife. Other woman feel good but not nearly as good as my wife or being cuckolded by my wife. I have my ways that make me feel daring, fun, adventurous and sexy. Like “slutty” woman I have many sexual desires.

I constantly feel the need to be sexually stimulated. Just today I decided to put a butt plug in my ass for a couple hours so I would feel sexual. I did not want to masturbate so this was my solution.  I am a cuckold, so I don’t want to cheat on my wife but I do want to accept sexual exploration by both myself and her.

For years I have been conflicted about my cuckold desires. Why would a man want to be with wife who is promiscuous and has many sexual partners! I have my reasons. Many great ones, yet not all yet identified :).

I was thinking while flying home from a trip not about my wife but why I like to be submissive. Why I like to do the things I do with my wife after she has been with other men. Why it turns me on. Why I like to be used for pleasure. I came up with a theory that I am working out. The truth is part of what I like is it makes me feel sexual, adventours, desired and naughty. It feels wrong but at the same time so right. The fact is if I was a woman I would fuck a lot of men! Dirty nasty sex too.  I think it is natural and I honestly don’t see harm in it if done safely and honestly. 

Now I am not a woman I am a man a straight man, that enjoys a variety of sex. I get to enjoy this variety of sex and sexuality more because I have my wife who I love and treasure. A wife who is supportive.  I read an interesting article about a guy who described that when his wife sleeps with other men she is too at the same time having sex with him indirectly because he gets so much pleasure out of it. I find this to be very true.   

Maybe we too just like to feel slutty and being a more submissive cuckold allows us to get that needed feeling or release living somewhat vicariously through our wives sexual experience? 

I like to wear skimpy clothing from time to time. Men’s thongs, see through briefs, sexy shirts, short shorts even women’s fishnets. It makes me feel sexy, how I imagine a woman feels everyday they get dressed. A man desires to feel sexy from time to time. So deep down it is clear my thinking is finding a justification for who I am or what I like sexually. I am sure we all do this from time to time. I know I think about things quite often. My conclusion is it is healthy to be sex positive, sexually adventurous, daring and fun. As my wife and I joke to each other “a horny little slut!”